Wish he will be fine..

At 4a.m Sunday morning..I can't really sleep and I've got a call..It's unknown number..I answered it and it's Meng who is calling me...I'm so excited and nervous because for long time already he didn't call me..

Well, we talk as like usual and I'm the one who talk the most time but,he's just silent there...I felt there's something wrong with him but I keep pretending like nothing.I'm trying to make him happy. I was crapping , talking a lot of rubbish topic, make funny things out..BUT,he has no respond..

Finally, he asked me why I don't ask him what's happening..And he said that he feel that he has some feeling that he can't really match with his girlfriend..

I'm his ex-girlfriend, what can I do?? I try to talk some thing to make him be confidence what he has choose..Because sometimes is that person moody and you found that's not match with you right?

I already told myself that I should let him go..May be this is not the right time for me and him be couple..If this time can't be couple,may be next time.If next time still no chance then waiting for next life..


He didn't tell me what not match between him and his girlfriend,but..I do really wish he's happy and do not let this thing make him sad and effect his studies..After I heard he told me that and he do really sound sad,for that whole night..I can't sleep well...I keep thinking of him...I can't see he's not happy..[It shows that I still miss him and love him..I STILL CARE ABOUT HIM A LOT]

Meng, If got anything happy,sad,angry,unsatisfied,you can tell me all..You can share with me..
Although I'm your ex-girlfriend, but I still need to wish you happy with her one..Because I really can't see you sad and upset..

Meng, don't be sad ok? I'll always be your side and always support you one...Find me,talk to me anytime as you like and when you need..I'll be your listener...Don't worry so much Meng..Everything will be fine...

Sincere to wish you..Be Happy..


-ZhEn-